Wednesday, October 28, 2009


I have no idea where my love of blogging has gone...probably down the drain along with some of those "priceless" friendships. I'm sitting here in the loft of my (new) old house wondering how in the HELL I ended up here?? I hesitate to look through my blogroll because it stirs up old memories, some good and some bad, but ALWAYS some regret. I don't like that I've lost touch with old acquaintances, HATE it that I've lost touch with old friends. My blog has become a graveyard and I think I need a fresh start. My life has changed. My friends have changed. My "need" for blogging has evolved into something completely different. I haven't fully decided if I want to delete this blog altogether and start a new one somewhere else? [Because, truthfully, it is still MY history--still very much a part of ME. So why would I want to throw it all away?] Then again, it's not me...not any more. And I deserve a breath of fresh air, not one filled with regret and constant reminders of past failures. [And sometimes, it just feels GOOD to take out the trash, ya know??]

If you want to find me- email me littlemissblogspot at yahoo dot com

If you have sent messages to littlemissblogspot (at yahoo) in the past and never heard back, I'm sorry. It's so filled with SPAM that I couldn't possibly pull my head out of my ass to sift through it all. My inbox will be deleted (another fresh start), and the new one will be listed soon.

That is all for now. Best wishes. Namaste. Alvederzane. (and all that flowery jazz).
Maybe I'll stick around. Maybe not.


  1. I've missed your blog posts. Thanks goodness for FB!
    I've been in a blog rut, too. But somehow I still keep finding things to write about.
    I've been very seriously considering starting a new anonymous blog and that no one knows about, just to write about all the crap in my brain without offending people.

  2. I think Facebook is taking away from blogging. Everyone is getting their "updates" from facebook instead of having to wait for a new post. I'm still here and will read whatever blog that you have... just let me know.

    (for Sher) I know from experience that anonymous blogs don't stay anonymous for too long.

  3. You're back! You're back! You're back! I just got used to hearing what you were up to from Jessie. I have had the same thoughts you have about deleting my personal blog. Because I am not exactly proud of everything on there. But, then again, it reminds me of lessons I have learned. So I keep it.


Oh come on-- the least you can do is say HELLO!! You didn't come all this way to turn around and walk away, did you? DID YOU??